Happy, healthy and sick as hell!

This summer has been great in some ways. Though the majority of everyone i know has moved away, i still have 2 close friends here. My job doesnt quite pay as much as id like it too but im getting by and enjoying no longer balancing it with school. I have developed a new appreciation for the weekends now that i have little obligation on them. I've been trying very hard to find a girlfriend. I've been telling myself the way things are is not good enough, and if they are ok now im sure i will want someone in the future and therefore i should keep looking. i thought there would be no end to this to tell the truth. My friends can talk about girls all day but then say they arent going to bother looking for one. I, on the other hand couldnt do that. But i think i finally reached my fill of rejection. After 27 attempts i am happy to announce my temperary resignation. I conclude that whatever it is that women want, i dont got it, and im ok with that. things arent so bad now. Being alone isnt what i planned but it will be good too. Its a big relief to be honest. Finally, i've been running and exercising a bunch and my shape is defenetly improving.
However, even though all that nice stuff is happining, this is also happining: First i had heart palpatations and that scared me, i went to the doctor and after a bunch of test they said i was fine. then i thought i had infatago (cant spell that) but it went away. Then the palpatations came back for a week. Next up was shortness of breath, severe neck pain and on and off again upset stomach. This things dont seem to be in my head, they seem so real. Why would i create them when im enjoying the summer so? Especially the neck thing, its hurt for so long. Stupid body!